Wow!!!! I havent blogged for a long time!!!!! Seriously, not only did I not have the time (which is a lousy excuse and so cliche), but I had no idea what to write about. Actually there was 1 thing I wanted to write but I had to be patient and wait til the right time. Or a more suitable time.
I'm 3 months into my pregnancy!
(And I blurted it just like that)
Alhamdulilllah...........
Thanks for everyone who prayed for me and gave me strength for me to be positive after my last miscarriage.
We didnt expect it to happen so quickly since I only had 1 menstruation cycle after the miscarriage but of course we were overjoyed once we found out. Actually, I knew something was different even when my period was late for only 2 days. I tested with the home pregnancy kit on the 3rd day and yes, it was very vaguely positive. Terkejut lah, tapi tak nak excited sangat. Waited for another week, tested it again, and yes, its a much stronger positive.
With that confirmation, I instantly turned into a diva: no more cooking for me. Full stop. Hohoho. Sampai sekarang tau. Angkat2 benda ni, buat2 rajin kemas rumah, vacuum rumah: no more. Kemas2 ringan tu adalah, kang jadi hutan belantara rumah aku. Tu pun, cuba la jugak buat muka comel, ' Ayang, nampak tak tuuuuuuuuu....?', sambil tunjuk rambut2 yang banyak (ye, rambut aku) kat lantai. Hehe, nak suh di vacuum lah.
Kesimpulannya, I have learnt my lesson to not be so active. Aksi sopan sikit (erm, sikit je laaah) dan enough rest. Namun, pregnancy kali ini, kemuntahan saya boleh tahan jugak. My 1st pregnancy, tak loya dan tak muntah langsung. Kali ni, as early as 6 weeks dah start muntah hari-hari. Tak kisah la, pagi ke, tgh hari ke, ptg ke, mlm ke. Apatah lagi sama ada aku dlm meeting ke, tgh sembahyang ke, memang semua tong sampah di ofis aku ni dah jadi mangsa. Even sinki bilik air bos aku. Ooooopsss... maaf, tak sempat, Dato'. Oh dalam kereta pun adalah dalam 4 kali muntah. Jadi, ku bawa plastik dalam handbeg dan poket blazer aku.
This time, I also told my boss that I'm pregnant supaya beliau tidak pelik kenapa la pegawai khas dia ni asyik keluar dari meeting, or kalau muka aku toya sikit dan eyeliner aku comot akibat baru lepas muntah. At least dia tau, dia bagi lah aku balik awal sikit.Dan aku, dengan muka tak malu, boleh lah selalu buat muka kesian nak balik awal sikit. Eh, awal maksud aku adalah sebelum Maghrib!! (Tetiba defensif, hahaha).
Anyway, yg sangat tak best adalah kehilangan seleraku. Itu lah yg paling aku rindu sebab sekiranya anda mengenali saya, food adalah passion aku. Boleh sepanjang hari usha resipi, setiap petang ada je benda yg teringin nak makan. Tp this pregnancy, membuatkan aku mati kutu sbb xde selera. Sbb tekak selalu rasa pahit. Tengok makanan, walaupun biasanya aku anggap sgt sedap, pun mcm termenung je. Sampai pilih menu makanan berdasarkan sama ada kalau muntah, pahit ke tak. Huhuhu. Sebab muntah nasi minyak dan nasi briyani adalah TIDAK SEDAPPPPP!!!!!!!!!
Oh, ada sekali tu aku termuntah yoghurt depan PAP aku, siap keluar ikut hidung lagi. Hahahaha. Tersangkut cebisan strawberi dalam hidung :p Gile selekeh kan!!!! Dah la PAP aku laki.
Maaf, terlalu detail la entry kali ni.
Ada naik rash hari tu, time 2-3 minggu cuaca panas gile tu. Tapi dah surut. But still ada la ruam sikit2. Rasanya macam xleh makan ayam, tapi laki aku cakap ayat standard dia yg sangat menjegkelkan 'Its all in the mind, darlin'. Maka aku cubit dia dan bila dia cakap sakit, aku ulang balik ayat tu kat dia. Hahaha.
Other than that, perasaan loya perlahan-lahan makin berkurangan. Insya allah, harapnya selera aku akan kembali tak lama lagi.
Kawan2, wish me all the best okay? :)
Will update soon.
Ciao.....